Typically people are eager to know the risks before major surgery. If you don't care what they are I can only assume you're more attached to your hoped for result than you are to your life, which makes imploring you a waste of both of our time.
Good luck. If you change your mind and would like more information before you commit yourself to it, you have my name.
[ It's something. There's no point in fighting for her life with words she doesn't want to hear, he's done more than enough of that with others lately. She's given him confirmation enough to be getting on with. ]
[Ugh, she knows when she's being a petulant child, and this would be one of those moments, and she's annoyed that she feels guilty about it.
She's annoyed by way too much recently.
It takes her a while, but she finally comes back with:]
sorry, that was rude. there's just been a lot going on lately.
you should know that a slip of the knife isn't going to do any permanent damage. the perks of being me. if there's anything else i should be aware of i'm...listening.
i'm curious as to why you're reaching out to me though. you don't even know me.
I know, it's alright. I wouldn't be thrilled with the intrusion either.
Regenerative healing? [ deja vu. He's had a not dissimilar conversation with somebody else who claimed they were guaranteed to get out of neurosurgery without a scratch. ] If it's a factory reset, that won't help you much when it comes to the brain. The tissue can regrow perfectly but you can't replicate neural pathways without reforming them. Your body could forget any one of its functions, or you could lose memory. And I don't have any reason to believe it's going to yield the results I'm told you hope for.
I'm a doctor. If we all withheld our help from everyone but friends and acquaintances, there would be a lot more dead people.
so basically there's a possibility that i would have to relearn how to, for example, walk.
it's not just for that. we were all totally out when they were put in, right? they could be tampered with for all we know. i know that what i want is a long shot even in the best of circumstances, but i have to try.
if i don't do it, someone else will, and while i might lose some of my memory or something, at least it won't kill me. i'm glad that i know that's a possibility now though. i guess i didn't think about it like that.
I've been here for over seven months. If they've tampered with our implants it isn't in any way that's had a significant negative impact on our lives. That isn't knowledge worth risking your quality of life for.
Others are doing it regardless of whether you go ahead or not. I know about one, I have an idea of another.
No. I don't practice in an official capacity anymore, but I'm available for the Displaced when they need.
yes, it is. my quality of life is already all messed up. they literally took away one of the things that makes me feel like me. i'll do whatever i have to do to get it back.
well, my blood can heal more than just me, so if you ever run into something you can't fix, let me know. you could keep some on hand, just in case.
You and half the rest of us. Just give someone you trust a heads up with a location when they're about to put you under in case they need it for a medi-unit.
[ Hm. That sounds like something that could be familiar. ]
Good to know. Come back to me about it if you're still around to donate when the surgery's over. We can catch up on the results.
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Date: 2019-12-23 12:12 am (UTC)by all means, enlighten me doctor strange. i'm sure you'll tell me whether or not i actually want to know, so by all means go for it.
[hello, nice to meet you too]
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Date: 2019-12-23 12:24 am (UTC)Good luck. If you change your mind and would like more information before you commit yourself to it, you have my name.
[ It's something. There's no point in fighting for her life with words she doesn't want to hear, he's done more than enough of that with others lately. She's given him confirmation enough to be getting on with. ]
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Date: 2019-12-23 01:00 am (UTC)She's annoyed by way too much recently.
It takes her a while, but she finally comes back with:]
sorry, that was rude. there's just been a lot going on lately.
you should know that a slip of the knife isn't going to do any permanent damage. the perks of being me. if there's anything else i should be aware of i'm...listening.
i'm curious as to why you're reaching out to me though. you don't even know me.
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Date: 2019-12-24 12:05 am (UTC)Regenerative healing? [ deja vu. He's had a not dissimilar conversation with somebody else who claimed they were guaranteed to get out of neurosurgery without a scratch. ] If it's a factory reset, that won't help you much when it comes to the brain. The tissue can regrow perfectly but you can't replicate neural pathways without reforming them. Your body could forget any one of its functions, or you could lose memory. And I don't have any reason to believe it's going to yield the results I'm told you hope for.
I'm a doctor. If we all withheld our help from everyone but friends and acquaintances, there would be a lot more dead people.
[ #compassion ]
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Date: 2019-12-24 02:41 am (UTC)it's not just for that. we were all totally out when they were put in, right? they could be tampered with for all we know. i know that what i want is a long shot even in the best of circumstances, but i have to try.
if i don't do it, someone else will, and while i might lose some of my memory or something, at least it won't kill me. i'm glad that i know that's a possibility now though. i guess i didn't think about it like that.
do you have a practice here?
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Date: 2019-12-24 04:56 pm (UTC)Others are doing it regardless of whether you go ahead or not. I know about one, I have an idea of another.
No. I don't practice in an official capacity anymore, but I'm available for the Displaced when they need.
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Date: 2019-12-27 03:11 am (UTC)well, my blood can heal more than just me, so if you ever run into something you can't fix, let me know. you could keep some on hand, just in case.
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Date: 2019-12-27 06:06 pm (UTC)[ Hm. That sounds like something that could be familiar. ]
Good to know. Come back to me about it if you're still around to donate when the surgery's over. We can catch up on the results.
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Date: 2020-01-05 04:27 am (UTC)okay, i'll do that.